disappointment, not exactly

i have almost, i think, convinced myself to finish my math bachelor's before i go back to finish my physics.  i am a bit closer to one and it will be "easier" to get to the math, and then i can work.  i suppose this is the most conservative course of action considering our financial situation and goals for the future, but getting the physics degree sooner rather than later is the "dream" so to speak.  but, i sure do love my kids, so i am pretty certain that this is the course i will take.  the physics classes i need are not available until spring anyway, so i have a semester to sort it out.  on a side note, i could change my major to philosophy and graduate with honors instead, but then what will i do?  study graduate philosophy?  of science and math, maybe.  no, i think a degree sans honors and physics is the future i must own.  at least, temporarily.  and, what the heck do i want, a job is better than a dead end degree and no income every day.  everyone is good, by the way, and reconstruction of our lives is in progress.  wish us luck.  (or go away.)