it really annoys me when people assume they understand your motives, when they have not had a single discussion with you about the situation.  it is also frustrating when people who have never been anywhere near where you are presume to know better than you what is right or best for you.  it smacks of arrogance and ignorance....

life right now

i am on the edge of my seat.  scared, ready, sad, excited.... i just don't know how i feel.  i don't like to wait and not knowing what is next is even more difficult.  after years of constancy, i am spoiled.  i know that i once embraced adventurous wandering and exciting changes, but, i am not sure that i find this combination of emotions particularly pleasant right now.  i am at least very confident that i am capable, something that i doubted when i was younger...