school....

Taylor is really loving middle school, so far.  And my semester is looking great, all of my teachers are good, i get to take physics with calculus, finally, and my study buddy options are growing.  I have a problem with moving out again, but it is temporary and really, the forced delay will help in some ways. (Yes, I am forcing myself to look at the bright side, because I can't handle the disappointment.)  Despite all the extremely bad things that continue, there is a lot of good.  I have delayed looking for a new job for now, but it is only a matter of being too busy or maybe I should I should say my job must not be miserable enough yet.  I am actually happier with it now than I was a month ago, because of some improvements that were going on there, we'll see if it continues to improve. It is not a job that I see as irreplaceable.  Jewel just grew into the pajamas that Morlynn used to wear all the time and it reminds us all of having Morlynn here.  Trevor will be five in just a few weeks and Taylor will be 13 this year.  I really regret that all of this has taken so long.  I hope that when it happens they are able to adjust and handle it.  I have been doing a little reading to see what some of the advice on the matter says.  I think we will be fine...