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I just read back over some old blog posts.  I read one in May saying that I was moving out in two weeks.  Ha Ha Ha, boy was I wrong.... a lot of variables have to fall into place just right for me to actually move out; and, for a while they were bouncing around rather than falling anywhere.  I am so close now that I can taste it, and we really have stretched this relationship to its limit.  There seems to be no more give and postponing the move again just really seems too unbearable.  The only thing that will slow it down is that the day the apartment becomes available, I have school and work and won't have time to move for four more days.  But, if I just get the keys in my hand I will be so relieved...  Strange, I still feel like this is the worst thing in the world, but I am looking forward  to it at the same time... boo.