Wow, it is so strange that the things we fear and avoid for the longest, are really not so bad. I have actually seen the bright side of things and I really don't know why I have been dreading it. Oh yeah, because this is destroying our family and makes me sad for my kids. Just the same, I do now see a plus side, and as I can't change this, learning to like it only makes since. The truth is that I don't know why I had to put it off this long. :)